and it breaks my heart

i love her voice.

"Fidelity" - Regina Spektor

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind all this music


And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart


And suppose I never ever met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall
Break my fall


All my friends say that of course its gonna get better
Gonna get better
Better better better better
Better better better

You could be the best of me, when I'm the worst for you

(sorry i didn't credit... i didn't know where this comes from.

pls let me know if it's yours so i would be able to credit you. thnx!)

i have been wondering about some things lately... 

is it really possible to find a soul mate that is out there and solely yours?

someone who would be the best of you when you are the worst for him/her.

i thought we could bring out the best in each other but it didn't really happen this way.

i'm not sure what went wrong or what should have been done

or even what to do...

i need a sign...

anything...

pls...

just...

something...

xoxo

i wonder why things turn out the way they did. if we cld see or act differently, or say different things, wld it still b the same anyway?

anyway, i like this pic a lot. 

something about a person and a ciggie.

way melancholy...

pic taken from ilexphotography